The Rise
We climbed fast,
Built ourselves into steel,
Sharpened by training cycles
And the rhythm of deployments.
We rose because we had to,
Because others needed us to,
Because the mission demanded it.
The Cracks
But even steel bends.
Even warriors fracture.
Behind the confidence,
Behind the discipline,
Hairline cracks formed
Where no one could see.
The Fire
And when it all finally broke,
It didn’t fall quietly.
It burned.
The identity I forged,
The certainty I carried,
The invincibility I pretended to have—
All of it went up in flames.
The Collapse
I watched pieces of myself
Fall like embers in the dark.
Not just from what happened downrange,
But from the weight I added myself—
The anger, the silence,
The walls I built too high
For anyone to climb.
The Responsibility
I wasn’t only shaped by the fire.
Sometimes I fed it.
Sometimes I struck the match.
Sometimes I let things burn
Because I didn’t know how to save them.
The Burn
So the old version of me
Collapsed into ash—
The soldier I was at twenty,
The man I thought I’d always be.
The flames took it all,
Leaving only what could survive.
The Turning Point
But fire doesn’t just destroy.
It clears.
It purifies.
It makes room for something new.
And in the smoke,
I saw the outline of who I could become.
The Rebuild
From the ashes,
I rise again—
Not untouched,
Not unscarred,
But unbroken.
I rebuild with intention,
With honesty,
With the strength earned
From everything I’ve survived.








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